March 2012
February 2012
i’m so fucking sad all of the time now. when am i going to fucking try and change this shit show of a life i’m living?
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I skyped with my mom today - she’s still out in Arizona finishing all the details for my grandpa’s funeral services and everything… she let me grandma skype with me, and it was really painful for me. she tried to be happy and smile for me, but there would be times, especially when i was talking, when she would just look off into nothing. she looks lost. i have never seen that...
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tumblr has shown me that there truly are some amazing people in this world. i just got a text from my dad that my grandfather passed away at 1:35 this morning. my mom has been ignoring my texts because she doesn’t want to make me upset, so my dad’s been relaying information to me as he gets it… it’s going to be a rough rest of the semester, being so far away from my...
Punch in the Face Poetry: "Sudden," Nick Flynn →
If it had been a heart attack, the newspaper might have used the word massive, as if a mountain range had opened inside her, but instead it used the word suddenly, a light coming on in an empty room. The telephone fell from my shoulder, a black parrot repeating something happened, something awful a sunday, dusky. If it had been...
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I don’t need to be prepared for death. I’ve dealt with it before, with someone that I had a much stronger personal connection with. I’ve carried a casket down church aisles and from a hurst to a headstone. I’m torn with how I’m supposed to react being so far away. I can easily mask it and surpress it while I’m here in Europe, but that isn’t fair to him,...
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italy. pizza. kaitlin. che amo l’italia
Kaitlin Eating Things: Part 1
